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Julianne:
"Being deeply lazy where household chores are concerned,
I've rarely even used a broomstick, let alone jump one, so I can
only hazard a guess at how life pans out after the honeymoon's over.
In AAE's case, once we'd eaten all the icing off the cake and made
ourselves sick, we picked out the last flecks of confetti from our
(voluminous) hair, and got down to the serious business of recording
the second album.
Where
we'd had a life-time to gather songs for our debut, we quickly
found ourselves in a situation where record company release schedules,
(things put in place to make sure that we didn't release an album
at the same time as Bon Jovi or Def Leppard!) dictated the deadlines.
It was decided that the four of us, Mark now having joined us
on a full-time basis, should be bussed out to the Surrey countryside,
this time to a place called Stanbridge Farm, (or, the 'Not Funny'
Farm as I like to call it. The reasons
will become apparent later).
We
set all our gear up in a big barn, chose our bedrooms, visited
the local oak-beamed pub and got a brief but deep night's sleep
in preparation for our first day of 'writing'.....However, it
wasn't really 'writing', it was 'jamming', and I wasn't at all
into working that way at the time. I was 'Miss Precision'. I liked
the controlled kind of spontaneity that bedrooms and 4-track recorders
and ticky-tacky drum machines afforded me, not million decibel
rock-outs with big noisy drum-kits in cavernous barns......It
wasn't that I was averse to a bit of pomp and volume per se. I
used to irritate people to distraction by over-playing the video
of Led Zeppelin's 'Song Remains The Same', and, for my sins, drooling
on about how great Metallica and Whitesnake were! On the tour
bus at that time, Andy and I could often be found plugged into
the same Walkman listening to Heart! (......and we were supposed
to be 'Indie'). From time to time I'd pop over to the barn, choke
on the crashing waves of testosterone for a few minutes, then
shuffle back to the cottage to watch 'Neighbours' with Adam our
guitar technician, or sulk under a tree with only Nick Drake or
David Sylvian on my Walkman for company.
Although a couple of promising pieces of music had made their
way to me in the form of 'Gold and Silver' and 'Tuesday's Child',
I was soon climbing the walls with boredom and frustration. Weeks
passed. I felt left out. It wasn't my way of working, and I didn't
know how to join in. I was also having a lot of trouble coming
to terms with the magical but unholy trinity of Tim, Andy and
I having had to evolve to incorporate a fourth person. In truth,
I was stubbornly against 'evolving'. I just wasn't sure of this
guy who'd come along and banged drums, started shooting air-rifles
with Tim, dated my sister and generally, although unintentionally,
rocked my boat! It wasn't Mark as such, it was just that it was
an extra person...... Yes, this was all very unreasonable of me,
but then, I was at my most reasonable around about then. To make
things even more fraught, Tim and I were hardly on the best of
terms, conversations between us being rarer than a French steak!
(Sorry vegetarians).
If I knew then what I know now, I reckon I'd have tried the 'grown-up'
approach of voicing my concerns and trying to find a solution
to the problem. But I didn't know, so, I didn't try. Instead,
I had a spectacular 'rock-star' tantrum ,and, pre-empting Ikea's
rallying cry to 'chuck out my chintz' by over a decade, threw
great lumps of Laura Ashley style furniture around our cottage,
reducing an apparently idyllic hidey-hole into something resembling
a Euston squat. I know now that this was neither big nor clever.
But, it felt fantastic for those few frenzied minutes!
Only
half-knowing that I had seriously lost the plot, I slipped back
to my attic room in the 'big house', got into bed, and lay there
waiting for my colleagues to come and shoot me with their air-rifles.
No, I'm not joking, I was by then so detached from reality, so
thoroughly unhinged, that I genuinely thought they were going
to kill me. The next morning I awoke to find that the others,
on discovering my demolition handiwork, had done a moonlight flit
back to London. Who could blame them ? Still, I felt devastated
and deserted.
Unsurprisingly, our manager called me that afternoon to ask me
if I'd go up to London to see a psycho-therapist. The next day
, I was on a train to see her, once again with David Sylvian on
my Walkman, listening to the same song over and over again, the
one on the 'Secrets Of The Beehive' album where he sings about
'bottles that crash on the stairs' and all the people he 'knew
never cared'. I was drowning in self-pity. Sad and pathetic.
With
an Elastoplast on my psyche, AAE resumed some semblance of normality.
It was actually 'Martha' that brought this about. We had resisted
fierce record company opinion to have this song released as a
single, so, we had to band together again to make it happen. We
had a pleasant enough time filming the video in the South of France...Well,
Andy and Mark had a brilliant time whizzing around in a speed
boat while Tim and I had our retinas burned out by some sadistic
ex-Marine type camera-man who insisted on our staring directly
into the sun.
A
few months later, in the wake of the mad Summer that 'Martha'
had spawned, we got back to the bedroom method of writing. During
these sessions, 'More Than The Blues' was written at Tim's house
and Andy fashioned together the greater part of 'December' back
at his place. In the tradition of 'Martha', who was born beneath
a willow at Ridge Farm, Tim and I wrote 'Scarlet', under some
other kind of tree.
We recorded the album with Paul Samwell-Smith at a studio in Chipping
Norton in Oxfordshire. We lived a fragmented and strange existence
while there. It started of with a vaguely rosy hue, but when the
apple went rotten, it really went rotten. I can almost pinpoint
this as the beginning of the end. Tim and I versus Andy &
Mark, dragging the band into a folkier/ bluesier direction than
was sensible....(to this day, Andy breaks out in a cold sweat
at the very mention of 'Bl*nd L*m*n S*m', and Mark simply leaves
the room). Then, it was me versus Tim, and Phonogram versus us.
It was the Summer of conflict, stress, fights, panic, anger, chocolate
and alcohol.
On a personal level, there are few fond memories to be salvaged
from those glum months. Musically, we had our moments. For no
reason that I'm sure of, one of my favourite songs from that album
is 'Hard Spaniard'. Perhaps it's something to do with it having
such a uniquely sleazy atmosphere and a kind of dis-jointedness
that makes perfect sense to me. I also love Tim's lead acoustic
guitar on 'Pearl Fishermen', although I wished I'd sung it in
a more relaxed way...Oh well, spilt milk, we've got oceans of
it."
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